Monday, June 30, 2008
HAPPY birthday tooooo... dearest QIANG!! =) big man, who's going to be a policeman soon. haha. hope he likes the presents! i chose the bag! ahhaa. and glutton's very amused sleeping mickey soft toy.
i really MARVEL at my own eating abilities. dunno what's up with me. can eat sooooo much today. kept eating non-stop. like seriously. haha breakthrough. =O love the yummy chicken and bbq sotong. but was finished sooo fast!
raaz kept snacking and snacking on everything in front of him. he even requested for the chicken again. hahaha! =P and... glutton face ate 2 pieces of fried chicken when she is quite sick and coughing so bad! she said they gotta come in pairs. cos very unfair to only eat the drumstick and not the wing. LOL!!! oh my... where is all our body conditioning?!
we played and chatted for quite a bit. and kept revolving round the 'free-ing ourselves topic' cos of yesterday. hmm.. i guess for me, i gotta free myself in the sense of letting go. although somewhat in the same context, darlin clonie is a different case altogether. and the guys kept teaching her worser stuff! haha.
andden... facepainting session! with the girlies camwhoring. oh. they drew me whiskers. and said i really look like a cat. (erm like yeah. cos' they made it so) haha.
super random shot. but coco frangipani looks quite natural here.
joining in!! so long never see juang! miss the crazy babe.
secretiveee.
the 5th warm up step. haha.
siew mai, chee cheong fun, and pau face??
big smile!
group shot! without me. cos' i took the photo. haha.
after the whole event, had a terrible headache till now... very bad. we squeezed in a dam packed shuttle bus and we felt like illegal immigrants on our way to work or sth. haha. cos' of the people, situation, lighting and all..
arrgh. headache's killing me. gonna go and rest!
Closed Book At... [12:08 AM]
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
upset. =( my feelings are forever on recurring mode. why... and things keep happening, reminding me of the unhappiness from the past, kept locked and put aside... but not forgotten.
why some pple can give up things so easily, but some others fight so hard and end up losing them cos of unexpected circumstances, which simply tears them apart. they will never ever have a chance again. is it really so hard to cherish existing things? must things happen before people realise... then regret?
but then again... meanings differ to every individual. it's not simply a right or wrong.
i would never have let u go, if i had a chance to hold you tight once again. but i wasn't granted the luxury of time and proximity. you mean so much to me. it hasn't diminished. do you know i would see you through everything you have to go through?
the two years, i'll wait. be there for you whenever you need me, just be happy watching you enjoy every other single aspect of your life even when you have no time for me. i'll understand every decision you make, everything you do. cos'... you're always loved by jas.
you know... i want to remember how it feels. but i can't anymore. it hurts not being able to. and... you don't even know what i'm going through now.
my life's been unhealthy. very unhealthy. i detest this me i'm seeing. been in denial. i realise i've changed. tremendously... deep within me. my heart's never the same again. i'll never be the same again. i seek joy in dancing. friends. and only dancing and friends. nothing else can make me whole again.
i don't remember when i started being so vulnerable, so insecure. starting to fear more things... so very afraid. afraid of people going away from my life. please don't. i don't want to lose dance too. but i know i will. soon enough. time's passing so fast. i'll then be a passing cloud. my feet's giving way, really can't take it. but i will overcome and finish what i wanna do. i'll be strong.
and hope jean da ling takes good care of herself and gets well soon. it's so tough and frustrating wanting to do something but just can't. rest well k!! my beloved glutton face. =)
some tbg photos...
Closed Book At... [11:22 PM]
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
finally... clubbed with beloved dance babes last wed! juang, nicole, meiqi, sam and kat. hahaa it was super fun! we conquered the whole podium. lol. and they were quite amused and shocked by me. dunno why. kept saying i was dancing in my own world. no ok. i danced with them! =p just a bit high and over the top. haha.
and we were all pretty high since we had so many jugs and tried to finish so fast so we could dance. it was after a while that i felt reeeaallll hot. then.. only realised i was dizzy in the restroom. haha.
after everything we sat at the swings outside and started taking pics. alotta funny things happened. and some really highly confidential unglam shots of me! =(
cca awards performance!! fun time going crazy, singing songs, and creating new high fashion trends. lol. happy us.
craze.
sneak up on me!
our new fashion trend. high waist bball shorts!
dolly time! love the cabinet. high fashion.
now busy with upcoming danceeee. very very tiring. ahhaaa esp sam's reggae. it's crazy... and tough. i hope it is do-able if i practise more, but possibly die-able. haha! it's like using my milk strength to dance. HAHAHA. chinese translation. after the whole dance, it's really PLOP. =P
the rest of the dances are fun! character, opening, girl's hip hopppp! =) will train hard. esp my body contract isolation. haha. thanks clonie! =P upcoming performancee soon! stuffs to look forward to. yeps. and currently looking for a part time job first to earn some extra cash since i'm still busy with dance. after everything's over then i'll go get real work. =)
that's all... fun and laughter. happy. but beneath this surface layer there's always this major significant part that's blocking out the genuine happiness.
i've used all my remaining courage and strength. really no more left. done all my best. i can't anymore. sorry darling, i give up.
Closed Book At... [12:15 AM]
Monday, June 09, 2008
the big groove yest!! i guess we all came together as a team and put up a great show! =) it felt so good! and i'm happy.. cos' i'm sure every single one of us did our best.
gonna miss those real late night trainings. all the craziness and cranked up us cos' we were really tired. but was so fun! loves to the team!! =) and thanks to tpde who came down to support us! esp... darlin clonie and jean. felt so much love. honey lemon!! =) so xing fu can. haha.
and during the show yest, somehow i really felt extra energy.. i guess due to some reason i assumed. in the end it wasn't the case. but anyway, it helped me... so.. yeps. thanks. =)
love gin!! thanks so much! =D
with sunset alleycats!
lovely darlin juang! =)
sexy joyceeee!
after the show!
with super cute an an! her groove is wow. haha.
dope performances man. the whole concert was fabulous. with all the different dance crews. really an eye opener. so enjoyable watching the show. =) took some photos with WCO!! so happy! and they are really super duper good! jaw dropping man.
but was really unlucky.. cos 2 days before the performance, i pulled my feet muscle... very pain. and the next day, i injured my shoulder.. wasn't careful. =( both still hurts quite badly now.. but i put aside the pain and really went all out yest. only felt the pain after the show. haha. much thanks to everyone who showed concern for me.. was really nice and so heartwarming. =) didn't go for dance today.. =( cos was quite pain till i can't really walk.. =(
rahim's birthday was last week! and we celebrated with him at fish and co. ahhaa super fun time there. even had party hats. ahhaa and really hope he loved our presents. all the cj7 stuff. so cool. =P
we all shared alot alot of food and gobbled them up once they came. ahhaha really like super hungry. glad that my side of the table was more organised though. lol. and we all had to give him a birthday kiss, starting with... raazmy!! hahaha. anyway i guess he was really happy. that's all that matters! =D loves!
group of greedy us!
us with hats!
birthday kiss!
greedy qiqi. (super)
beloved nicoleeeee. =D
Closed Book At... [10:51 PM]
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
it's really touching. thanks a million. no matter what, i always know i can count on you. =) appreciate it alot... i understand how much effort and hard work you've put in. and ya... i'm sorry too.
talking to some people recently really made me realise some things. i'm sad over how the situation has changed. didn't even expect things to turn this way. very upset. i didn't know it would cause so much. too much to bear... i'm feeling so lost. don't think anyone would understand.
there're many things that i wanna do badly. but i'm really scared... been contemplating for a month or so. but i just don't know. so confused and frustrated.
i'm happy... just by seeing you happy, and hope that you're happy deep down. =)
Closed Book At... [12:49 AM]
Sunday, June 01, 2008
tiring dance moments end up in frenzy moments.
after dance, we all stayed around. rested, relaxed. and ended up with... neon stars on our faces. haha. the fun part all came in after the stars. haha.
starry faced!
we were pretty excited. so we offered gin stars too. haha.
she seems to like them!
and recently some tpde pple are super into ANTM 3 kinds of poses. the later part will feature us trying to attempt some of such poses. LOL.
me and juang with the auntie face. there're more photos. but some too inappropriate, cos' sam had a super horrified auntie face. LOL!
3...2...1 catalog. this explains the flying hair. haha. adds to the effect doesn't it? =P
attempting a down to up catalog pose.
commercial! haha.
went to collect costumes after the stars frenzy. ko night was next. then... off to steamboat, for gin's birthday! =)
literally OUR place.
the 'before' pic of the table i was sitting at. (but i didn't eat. guess i'm glad? lol)
the 'after' pic. it's somewhat like stew already.
much fun there! with all the rara people. and our own music at the place, doing various signature moves. maybe... we were a little overly high, cos' it was super noisy. but...anyway everything was dope. haha.
i wanna tell you... those words on the bench, at that bus stop. if you still remember, you'll understand.
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