Wednesday, December 28, 2005
am i like some kinda convenient tool? to complete pple's tasks, always providing everything when possible. sometimes when i'm blinded, i willingly do all these stuff, unaware of the fact that the person is making use of me. after i get over it, then i realise, and find myself stupid when i look back. but... i was willing. so, no regrets ba.
i think it's over. i feel fine. i feel okay. just that a little part of me still feels the tingling lingering feeling. hah. so i think i'm slowly getting out of the past. although still quite a struggle.
Closed Book At... [3:22 AM]
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Attendance: 7/9
pics yest, x'mas eve 2005:
swee and her 2 day old hair. someone said she looks like a mushroom. haha.
kesi and mel
sai and me
her hand? nope, mine. =p
sadly, we could not get a full group photo.
it's been so long since everything. but... i still remember.
'i don't know' was your answer.
suddenly, i crave for sweet stuff.
Closed Book At... [8:03 PM]
Saturday, December 24, 2005
big hole in pocket after spending on gifts! heyyy, see that coin rolling out! please pick it up! ... oops and i digress. ok my main point is i'm broke.
sometimes life doesn't go my way. actually it feels like life always doesn't go my way. or... maybe when it goes my way, i don't notice. isn't it always the case with pple? somehow, we tend to only see the bad, and neglect the good.
x'mas eve tomorrow. fun? should be. actually i don't know. haha. can't predict the future. i feel rubbishy now. hmm.. i tell pple to do things i won't dare to do. what is this man. 'just do it, if not you'll regret you never tried'.
me? will i try? i don't think so. the regrets may come later and i would really regret i never tried. but then again, thinking 'if only i had...' doesn't help. when the situation comes a second time... again, i won't try. then i regret. the vicious cycle repeats. sometimes i think.. if i had tried, i may regret too. so... rather not.
anyway, received a very shocking news today.. can't really accept it even though i already sorta expected it in the first place. strong intuition. but, when i found out it's true, i questioned myself again. is it really true? why?
actually it doesn't affect me in any way, but it's just a third person's view to the whole situation. shrugs. no comments. neither good nor bad. don't wanna judge when i'm not fit to judge. it's funny how things happen though, and how coincidental.
Closed Book At... [12:01 AM]
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
suddenly no mood for christmas.. don't even feel like going out..
gifts almost ready.. but.. just feel quite blank. =x
don't understand.. why is mum against some things i find perfectly fine with? must she be so traditional? that's stereotyping la. it's not always like that what.. don't wanna say much, just agree with her, even if i don't think so. ya. that's enough. if i rebut, it'll all end up no good. maybe, i've learnt a little from mel - keep quiet.
Closed Book At... [9:27 PM]
Sunday, December 18, 2005
arrrghh journalism is killing me. one more look at the notes and that's it! can't really get much into my head now. it's stuffed, so saturated la. but at least i got enough sleep yesterday, finally.
yay xmas is approaching! can't wait.. to do those irritating little pranks jotted down in my notebook. it's a secret.. till then, till then.
quote datou: "if you're reading this now, you might just receive a nice surprise call on christmas eve!"
shall upload some pics i took during 4j outing:
me and looloo.. haha of cos this wasn't during 4j outing. during photography trip. and i think loo looks cute here.
me and jace
me and sou
jy and lun! both of them have nice new phones! so jealous...
oh yes! i want a nice white flip phone tooooo.. that's an addition to my xmas wishlist.. however, i haven't seen one white phone that i like yet. anyway, monetary matters. can't afford after spending on my photography assignment 1.
Closed Book At... [9:43 PM]
Saturday, December 17, 2005
i haven't gotten enough sleep ever since i started work last wed.. it's like more than a week already! on the average, i sleep at about 1.30am and wake at 6/7am. arrrr.... dark rings (haha onion rings! yum yum). oops i'm becoming incoherent. sleepy, very.
anyway, had 4j outing in town just yest, on thurs. glad to see everyone again! the girls.. jace, amy, mav, sou, pea.. =) haha was taking pictures with amy and jace in the nice toilet.
we were trying to act hip!
was very sleepy that evening. anyway, i still am now! i am grumpy, hungry and angry. haha. i want food... and sleep.
a very nice friend.
Closed Book At... [1:37 AM]
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
like many others, i have a christmas wishlist too:
-mickey mouse birkies look-alike
-levi's
-loadsa nice tops!
-get friends pressies they love
-party with friends on xmas
-have a great xmas party
-red earth and body shop stuff!
-bubble skirt
-heelies for outing and formal wear
-nice jacket
ooo i have loads i want... it's nice having a wishlist. yea no money needed.. a wishlist is just a wishlist. doesn't mean i'm gonna get them! but anyway, shall add moreee if there're any..
there's something i'm missing...
how sweet of you to offer to pick me up for supper when i complained i was hungry, in the middle of the night.
Closed Book At... [10:31 PM]
Monday, December 12, 2005
I'm pretty dead now. Tired... Study, work, study work. After work at 10pm, rush home, do assignments, watch some tv, sleep then wake at 7am again.. even on sat and sun. Okay, nvm. Glad that it's over. Now, focusing on assignments again.
There are times during work, I stare into space, totally blank. Just can't help it... Sometimes I feel that I can master the art of sleeping with my eyes open. But... nope, I still can't. It's just the tiredness.
And just yesterday, I had 1 egg prata at 8am and a regular fresh orange juice from macdonald's at 7pm. That's that. Craziness, I must say. But still, I survived! Woohoo! =)
Mon (Today) - MMPrin essay 1000 words due 1155pm
Tues - Journalism IWA due
Wed - Photography Quiz
Thurs - Photography Assignment + PerCom Oral Presentation Outline
Fri - Group project discussion
2 tests - Journalism and MMPrin
Even after work, there isn't any day I can rest! Arrgh. *Pulls hair* I'm gonna smack the next person who says poly life is slacky. Go die. haha.
Today we learnt about grooming and etiquette. Loads to learn about all these.. There's even something called the dead fish handshake. A pretty interesting lecture!
Anyway, just a random note, the pearly soyamilk sold at Mr Bean is super duper nice! The pearls are even nicer and chewier than those sold at bubble tea stalls! Pearly soyamilk is the choice! It's healthier and less sweet! Go try it if you haven't! =D
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
hah. it's do-a-good-deed day, loan me an SLR! arghh. i'm going crazy. can't find any SLR for my photography assignment. mum even intends to buy me one. no way. there're pple who rent SLRs. of cos', gotta pay. but can't find anyone like that.. i'm gonna search till next week. so worried about all my assignments! eek, no time, no time.
okay i didn't do the random thoughts thing.. but anyway my entry is already randomish. hee heard from lun he saw sly cross the road today! to think i helped him when i saw kelly... wonder if he returned my favour eh... =p if you did, i shall consider treating u to pizza hut's yummy blueberry cheesecake! hmm.. i think everyone should go on a cheesecake date, it makes people happy. haha.
didn't update on 4j chalet. overall, nothing really eventful, maybe cos i didn't go for kayaking, since many of them said kayak was sorta the highlight of the whole thing. eh but i'm a scaredy cat. haha can't swim. okay, here are some pics i took during chalet..
we gave swee a 'makeover'. this is before
and... after. haha. swee looks sweet right! =)
cute jaceeee.
unknown shot of luc and dan
silly loony.
hey and a random pic i found! took while the guys were having bball training.. long long time ago....
not very clear.. but it should be ch, ht, jy, dan, gw, ky.. (from left to right) looks cool eh!
heyyy.. christmas is approaching! i... want to party! yays. ohhh.. and i wonder.. what is white xmas?
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