Thursday, May 25, 2006
Recent random happenings and thoughts:
1) My lips cracked and it bled. Hurts quite bad. (eh rhymes)
2) I scored an F for my first Audio Production assignment, cos' of technical issues, like distortion. But I remembered toggling the volume. Arrr. Just my luck. And I found someone annoyingly annoying.
3) I'm going for the guitar concert with rine, to watch beloved lunny conduct. Hope he doesn't fall off the stage laughing too much. =p Yay and jellybeans for him! This is a positive reinforcement (as learnt in psychology).
4) Hip hop starts this sat. =)
5) I currently love banana drinks a lot.
6) And... dear beloved sai, please take care of yourself! Hope you get well real soon! To all friends, enjoy your hols! (while I'm busy slogging in school) Yeah, what goes around comes around. To think I used to mock at you guys while I was having hols. But anyway, that is no excuse to exclude me for a wowwowwet date! I'm waiting, dear 9p. =)
I am so so random. Actually this is sort of like a 'talking to myself' entry. So ignore some portions you find senseless. =] *lun's cunning and sarcastic smiley* Oh yes, jia you tomorrow! I'll be watching... If you lousy, I'll throw eggs at you. =D
Closed Book At... [10:06 PM]
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
This blog entry is to remind me what my life is all about...
I want to join the dance school. Not just a dance school. I hope I can get friends to go with me. But someone once told me... 'if you really want to do it, you would just go ahead without any company'. I don't know how to answer him. But the bottomline is... I think I badly really want to join.
I must remind myself... Multi-cam is about director's cues (which I haven't done), vision mixer, audio mixer, character generator, floor manager, cameras... etc. I have a couple of group productions to be done. Gotta think of a production house name and the content of our productions. And there's a skills test next next week. Need to practise.
I must remind myself... that I have to constantly take care of my own voice because of Audio Production. And there's a test next next week.
I must remind myself... to do the psychology quizzes.
I must remind myself... that there are many deadlines for Basic Media Research. And that I shouldn't dislike the boring subject.
I must remind myself... to set aside time with my friends and continue bugging them to go out, if not we'll never get to meet.
I must remind myself... not to check for new messages early in the morning at 6am. And even if I do so, I have to off the connection so that my sis will not scold me.
I must remind myself... to eat less and drink less sweetened drinks to save money and lose weight.
I must remind and motivate myself... to go for hip hop lessons. (I love my motivational factor =))
I must remind myself... that I'm tired and have to sleep early.
I must remind myself... to be contented and not ask for too much.
Closed Book At... [11:26 PM]
Monday, May 15, 2006
I think I'm fine and well. Shall try staying contented and happy. But I don't understand why, the happiness only stays for a short while. Maybe it's cos' I ask and long for too much. Feeling a little uneasy... But smiles can't be so easily wiped off, I guess...
Got into hiphop, the second time! haha.. shan't allow myself to spoil my dreams. I'm seriously interested in hip hop.
And again, I question my sanity. Anyway, subby with mel tomorrow! WHOO~ I love mel! I love subby!
Closed Book At... [10:08 PM]
Friday, May 12, 2006
I can't believe and can't understand why you're worrying over such a ridiculous thing. It's so impossible and it'll never ever happen. You're getting paranoid over nothing.
Firstly, it's definitely nothing to worry about at all.
Secondly, you say it's just a precaution so you're telling me all these. If you trust me enough, know I won't do such a thing, and that I have my own limits, you won't even have to tell me about these absurd precautions.
So warped.
And even if I assure you and you say 'ok, go ahead', I bet the same routine will happen again. History will repeat itself. I don't want no peace. It's so tiring on me when it's nothing to begin with at all.
I can never understand why such a worry can ever exist.
Closed Book At... [3:00 PM]
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
My legs hurt so bad! But I'm really glad I did it. Pursued my interest. Just ain't sure if it's gonna be a step further or back to square one. Pray hard that I'm in! =) Now it's over, can just hope for the best.
It's only the start of the term. But I'm feeling so lethargic already. And I'm having so many silly thoughts in my mind (not suicidal thoughts for your info). So senseless yet I'm at it.
According to my lesson during psychology, most of the time, we act based on our subconscious mind. How true...
It's a real stupid thing. Do/do not. Either way, I'll be letting myself down, in different contexts. Haha, do I sound like I have split personality? (eh lun's blog name! =p)
Hereby, I conclude that I'm indecisive (not that I don't already know. haa).
So... do i follow my heart or my mind?
Closed Book At... [11:29 PM]
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
I love my friends. My great friends. Yeah, you know I'm talking about you. =)
I love the way you care about me. I love the way you are sensitive towards me. I love the way you try so hard to accomodate me (not to the extent that I exploit you though. Or.. do you actually feel so? =p). I love how you sound so enthusiastic about going with me to somewhere which you may not really like. I love how you're willing to share my happiness albeit we have a clash of interests. I know it. And I really really do appreciate all these little things ALOT.
I've been relatively happy the past few days. But there's always two sides to a coin. It seems like to every ounce of happiness (drawing an example that it is measurable) I get, I get half an ounce of unhappiness (which includes worries, weird mixed emotions, and others which affects the mood quite unknowingly). Yeah, calculate the ratio. Anyway, in layman terms, the other side is suppressing all the overwhelming happiness that I could possibly have.
Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm worrying about. It's just such an abstract feeling in me that I can't describe at all. Despite the occasional smiles and laughter these few days, I have a really bad appetite. (Good in a sense, it helps me to slim down)
Ok, anyway, on a random note: Finally, I've got this new sacred bus by the holy number of 922
Years and years... I had to walk all the way to the lrt station in which the lrt is my only mean of transport to everywhere else, even a bus stop....
Closed Book At... [11:15 PM]
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Rise and shine, puppeteer.