Saturday, December 30, 2006
haven't had a good rest for almost like 2 weeks! been dancing and going for chalet-dance marathons. haha. ok, i don't deny the random outings too. =P
yeppers, had 4j chalet just like 2 days ago. went after dance as usual, and it was pouring. been getting drenched in the rain so often that i'm so used to it already. haha. anyway, went to the chalet with only a few people there for the first night. didn't sleep well! seriously... it was so tiring, with my whole body aching. haha..
2nd day i went for filming in the morning. hmm.. don't have a good feeling about what we filmed. think the quality isn't there. ahh.. but really.. was hard. yep, after that, it was dance, and back to chalet. so nice to be seeing everyone again, since we seldom meet up. ch is charming when he plays the guitar and kendrick has a fabulous voice! weihan, still with his tap tap thing. the girls, still as gossippy as ever. lol. but i like. =)
so cool la.. and mr choy came by too. but i was seriously plopping. so... little went into my mind. fell asleep while listening to ghost stories, in an awkward position... and they keep saying i sleep so much! haha.. which obviously isn't true! i'm soooo super tired, plus i didn't really sleep well!
also met lunny for lunch after he booked out! haha.. botak lunny! he with his hairdo was imaginable la. he looks fine with his new 'radiohead'! haha..
then, it was rushing home to prepare for the evening date, which was celebrating darlin clone's birthday! =) happy birthday, cloney! we went for sorta like a 'dinner & dance' thing... and also to watch a sexy back dance! really hope cloney enjoyed our company, kisses, and presents too! haha.. so tangguo ya. =)
dance trainings these days involved lotsa injuries. haha. am bruised all over! and they hurt so bad. 2nd training this morning. new bruises on top of old ones. had to slam our knees, along with other floor movements. but still, i enjoy what i'm doing loads, even though today i felt quite sick and really tired.. =)
darlin cloney and me (happy birthday! =D)
piyopiyo and me
our heels!
glam us
but... still as hippity hoppity as ever! =P
and... yest. something came as a shock to me. an extremely weird thing happened. i totally blanked out. it's so scary and freaky that i can't come to terms with it. don't know what to think of anything anymore. i'm very scared... =( ahhh..
Closed Book At... [11:56 PM]
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
gotta start with xmas eve! with beloved 9p... at vivo city. haha.. everywhere's sooo packed! was planning to tongci with them. but it's so expensive, and some didn't want to go, yep and of cos' we didn't want to separate! so... eventually, it was des note 2! loads going on, so kinda confusing, but still nice and exciting =). haha... and some random guys were merry xmas-ing halfway through the show. cos we watched the 1045pm movie, so couldn't countdown. =P
after the movie, we stayed around. initially wanted to settle at some place for drinks, but apparently, everywhere's closed! and while walking, some silly typical bengs were 'hi-ing'.. errmmm... like get lost la. they even followed us around. got me so freaked out can! but luckily it was all fine. couldn't even find a 24 hours mac. so yaa.. was really tired too, so we left at like 3am by cab! =(
thanks miaomiao for the nice monkey mirror, which obviously is of use to vainer me! haha. and datou for the big pack of goodies i refused to carry around, in the end, i forgot to take home! =/
outside vivo's cinema!
xmas day! partying... at pris' house! with loadsa goodies and yummylicious chomp chomps. the food's really good! haha.. we slacked alot of time away, met new people too! we played with alex the baby, watched tv, while others sang...
so cutish!
then we played games, like deedeetui, looking-at-one-another game, go back jump, name game... and not to forget our all time favourite 007 bang! haha i'm so bad at it as i always get scared when someone bangs me, esp certain people who scare on purpose. =P so i ahhh subconsciously. haha! and weiqiang's super high when he's explaining or playing the games. it was so funny! py too.. always so blurrrr! =P
weiqiang and the baby!
thanks beloved baba for the lovely gifts and card! =) it's so tang guo. haha.
and today, is ryan's birthday!! happy birthday to him! *waves* ooolala. we miss him loads! and i think we're super tangguo today. =D lol.. all righty, that's all for now... so tired. dance... dance... and 4j chalet coming up! maybe i'll just drop dead...
Closed Book At... [11:11 PM]
Saturday, December 23, 2006
i wonder what awaits me on the next page. the unknown story, until i flip the pages to find out. it's a turning point. for now, i don't know. and i'm hesitant to flip the page. many factors come into consideration and i don't want to cause any unhappiness. but i guess if i minimize others' unhappiness, the story will end like right... now, with a sad ending.
oh well, i really don't know. i don't dare to bring the issue up to mum again. i know i've made her worried and tired. she's always waiting for me to reach home every single day and can't sleep until i'm home. enough of late nights. plus the fact that... this will require me to commit time and energy, so she's also afraid that i can't focus on studies. it's partly true. but i'm working very hard, in both aspects. yep, i know... sometimes it's really tough to juggle.
such things are inevitable to me. cos' it's something i place high importance in. however, i really can't be selfish too, keep thinking of my own welfare and happiness, thus neglecting mum's health and sleep, as she always stays up for me. i guess papa too, when forced by mum to wait for me, and brrrrooom me home. a very stressful issue to think about. this isn't cool.
although i'm sooo exhausted at times, it's something i really deeply truly love. something i would go all out for. but ya, i love mummy and papa too! =/ i know i can't have the best of both worlds. gotta make a choice no matter what, or just compromise...
dilemma. it's just so hard...
Closed Book At... [11:17 PM]
Friday, December 22, 2006
these few days have been pretty eventful! kinda fun too.. before chalet on tues, had dance in the morning, went for a dance class in the evening, and met 9p to go together to the chalet!
first day - rained, and were all drenched when we arrived. had gastric and headache... perhaps due to the rain. the guys were bbq-ing and it was quite nice of them to bbq SOME food for us. haha =P esp ch and his not-very-melted marshmallows. but still, it was sweet.. played cards almost till dawn with brandon disturbing us with his weird card 'tricks'.. couldn't really fall asleep, so didn't catch much sleep.
first night
2nd day - left for school early in the morning for dance again, till evening...
at dance with clone
then back to chalet! had dinner together with 9p, ky, ht, and ch at downtown east and a suggested outing to the red house. =/ haha.. i refused to go and mel stayed with me back at the chalet.. then they came back, nothing really much. we played cards in the room, and the guys joined in. haha.. enjoyed the childish pig card game, where sometimes, even your true friends ignore you, for a certain reason =P!
after getting sick of card games, the guys started telling ghost stories. didn't get affected, unlike mel. =P cos' i wasn't really catching anything they said. totally blanked out and almost dying. haha..
3rd day - but in the end, i didn't get much sleep too.. woke at 8am, left for school again. dance dance dance! although not many people went, we had fun sharing and doing dance moves from everywhere. haha.. was slowly dozing off in the studio.
and there was this funny cute silly self hitting toy too. i took so long to fix it and didn't succeed. haha.. was mocked at by some people! =p
self-hitting toy, which isn't mine =p
great fun.. despite me being super tired. 9p came to my school for lunch! thankies for lunching with me! =) glad they enjoyed it! and they were really tired too.. =/
and after dance, i went with some dance friends to another dance class in the evening. yes, again. lol. i was soooo shagggged!! it was a tough class and literally, our jaws dropped. haha.. needed so much concentration, but still hard to catch. nevertheless, it was sooo fun!
almost dropped dead after the class. soooo tired... vision blurred, couldn't really keep my eyes open. haha.. never tried such a tough... chalet, dance, chalet, dance marathon before without much sleep. what an experience.
really, the focus level is very low if u try that. haha..
ahhh.. and i've dropped my new pretty white phone twice, when i just got it! =( total clumsiness!
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Monday, December 18, 2006
feel so suppressed.. i just wanna plop.
and i guess it's just me... i really read too much into issues. perhaps irrelevant at that too. like maybe meaningless thoughts which isn't exactly logical.
talking to jean yest jerked back past memories. times i was walked over, times people took me for granted, times they used me without me knowing... times i did all i could. it's all over...
been on relatively low grounds these days, but i'm really grateful to have people with me to give me support. lotsa love...
on a lighter note, mum bought me a new white flip walkman phone. simply adore it! and she bought herself a latest model, nokia 7390, cream and pink. not too bad, but if the cream were white, i think it'll be nicer.
no waiting
our street style
Closed Book At... [3:21 PM]
Saturday, December 16, 2006
the feel's so off... in both ways.
feels a little different and i'm having this unsettledness in my heart now. doesn't feel good. or maybe it's just simply... i think too much. really hope so. but it's not like these thoughts are easily pushed to the back of your mind. they keep recurring. and there are tiny contributing details that i don't know what to make of. shall try to dismiss them. may not be relevant yeah..
k, didn't feel too fabulous today.. but it's all cool. love the company! =) and appreciate them so much! just makes everything loads better...
Closed Book At... [11:59 PM]
Thursday, December 14, 2006
that fateful day... i was bent on it, despite the crazy rush i'd have to go through.
but it's not up to me. it's the other side.
the other side doesn't know anything about me, that i was going to be present that day, with something specially for a reason. but sadly, i think it's no significance.
another chance now... feeling all jittery. =/ hope it isn't meaningless.
and... it rained again. filming failed, again. tried to get something done for 2 days. but couldn't. grraahh. gotta have another attempt another day.
been craving for chocolates recently. this isn't a good thing. cos' i dislike chocolates. and whenever i crave for chocolates, it's either i'm stressed or unhappy. i guess it's a bit of both these days. but the two are interrelated anyway... and having chocolates doesn't help, cos' at the end of the day, i still don't enjoy them.
all these bits and pieces of random shit in my life now... weighing on me. and i think i'm more easily frustrated, as people around me noticed too. will keep it under control yeah. no worries.
and we need male talents for my filming! a beat up scene. need 2 attackers and a victim. haha.. obviously it's not real. probably doing on tuesday in the morning... gonna be super tiring, with all the equipments. hope it doesn't rain. =/
Closed Book At... [11:32 AM]
Saturday, December 09, 2006
portrayed.
headache's plagued me for quite a while. popped pills yest, at random times. but doesn't help! shall see how it goes...
and something heavy's been weighing on my mind... i guess it's bits and pieces of certain things whirled up, causing an immense burden. but the images are so blurred that i don't really know what's bothering me. arrgh. ok. sounds nonsensical. bahness. maybe it doesn't make sense after all. haha.
snap back to reality. get rid of it.
Closed Book At... [10:50 AM]
Thursday, December 07, 2006
been on an eating frenzy, after having lost my appetite just last week. like the extreme ends. i think this is bad for the stomache. haha.. must be emptiness again! guess jean and unice have the same prob too. =P
slogged till 2 plus am last night, rushing a tutorial activity, like 5 pages? was told only this morning that it's not graded at all, but just a casual presentation. wow, thanks a lot.
oh, and you know how when you're really tremendously busy with lotsa work, the randomest people approach you and talk to you about the weirdest things ever? they just don't know when's the right time, like seriously.
feel like my body isn't functioning well recently, seems to be breaking down real soon. i just wanna plop! =/ so sooo tired, with frequent bad splitting headache. mum asked me to see the doctor, but i have no time! =(
ahh.. i want to... sleep, study, play, and... dance! but absolutely no room for multitasking, cos' after trying to compress everything in, eventually nothing goes in.
don't play with me.
Closed Book At... [6:17 PM]
Sunday, December 03, 2006
recently has been hell for me. i didn't have any time to actually rest... cos' i never reached home before 12 and woke at 6am daily. this week was exceptionally tiring for me, with filming, classes, dance workshops (think i was quite a bad instructor during the workshop =p) and rehearsals.
i had no appetite, felt faint and unfocused this week, cos' there's just so much going on, and the lack of rest too. already wasn't feeling well during rehearsals on thursday and friday. after performance on friday, i was on the verge of crumbling... nearly blacked out. i guess it was the fatigue sinking in even deeper, and the glaring lights played a part too. but i'm glad, i think i gave it my all on stage!
and i felt so loved and taken care of... by my beloved dance mates - my darlins. they are so fabulous, always the first to notice that something's wrong.
after the performance, during jam n hop, there were some issues with the people there. we just wanted to have fun in our own world, but somehow people had to ruin our fun by pushing and getting close.
but the guys took real great care of us and made sure that everything's ok. then we continued having fun.. it was so sweet of them to be looking out for us all the time. felt really touched by their gestures. and some people in production crew also helped make sure we were safe. yep yep 'short short 7' was one of them. =)
hell as it was, this week was definitely memorable for me, with all the fun, company, and love. it was a strenous week overloaded with work, but filled with love as well. simply undescribable. love my darlins loads. =)
darlins! =)
after performance at prom night on wed! =)
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