Thursday, November 30, 2006
feeling vertiginous...
Closed Book At... [12:02 AM]
Monday, November 27, 2006
mum said some things, which surprisingly applies to a totally different case so well, amazingly true too.
when u actually do too much for a person, going all out, always accomodating to the person's needs, all the little sweet things are neither sweet or surprising anymore.. it's just like... etched in the mind that it's an everyday thing that u're obliged to do. and the person is numb to the feeling already.
it's really nothing anymore. after everything, it ends up being meaningless.
i guess i don't mean as much to the person as to how much the person means to me.
Closed Book At... [11:42 AM]
Saturday, November 18, 2006
dance prac today.. but i felt so bad for obstructing the progress. sometimes i got the steps right, then lost it again... even steps taught ages ago. i'm seriously apologetic.
was asked... 'what's up with you today?'. i have no idea. so blank, so lost, so oblivious of the happenings around me, and even my own thoughts. i wonder why too.
perhaps it's me and my wandering mind, on certain things. or maybe it's just the lassitude sinking in after a long hectic week. or simply... a combination of both.
shall ignore all the influencing factors. will try to focus and practise loads.
bruises on knees, and a sharp pain at my feet area, getting worse and a little swollen. it even hurts when i walk... but i don't remember hurting it in any way. haha. weird injuries from nowhere, including an old wrist injury, caused by playing with freezes just days before concert.
to top it up, i think i'm falling sick too. =/
still missing lots...
meaningful sunflower
sweat it out rehearsal
partnership! =)
Closed Book At... [8:54 PM]
Monday, November 13, 2006
some things just made me react in the most irrational way EVER. just a slight feeling from my heart... simply manipulated my actions, illogically.
sneaking out is absolutely no fun at all, even though the whole duration was a mere 30-minute thing.
yes, it was a marathon. my heart raced, from the moment i stepped out of the door, to the moment i stepped back in.
i told my sis, and seriously hoping this is only between the both of us in the family. but it's really uncertain... cos' i guess it's only a matter of time. stuff always gets to my mum.
never have i done such a thing without permission. this is the first time, and possibly the last.
(edited):
ok, eventually... i confessed. but not the underlying reason.
Closed Book At... [12:35 AM]
Saturday, November 04, 2006
i miss.
listening to the songs just made me space out as memories came flooding back. missing everything... ryan... the tears, fatigue, scoldings, sweat, bruises... even the smell of hair spray.
emomos, caveman dance, the doom doom dars, animal song with animal move...
'i made a mistake... happy birthday'.
i love every little detail.
love the butt shots. =)
Closed Book At... [1:11 AM]
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