Wednesday, February 24, 2010
That fun yet grueling audition. Got into 2 items which i really like and wanted. I'm happy, but I have to give one up.
It's ok though. I know the priorities! And it's all gonna be worth it. =)
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Hampers for new year and I had a share this time round! They might seem huge but they are actually pretty light, consisting of cheap expiring stuff like peanuts, with a kind mixture of wine, abalone and whatnots. Oh, I received an XO in mine too. What can I do with it? Whip up a meal of xo fishhead bee hoon at home? haha.
There was a 2nd draw and I was lucky to get something again. A… bottle of wine. And it’s still standing tall on my desk.
Speaking of which, I oughta clear my belongings at my workplace real soon.
Yes, even the wine.
A part of me died wondering, pondering and confirming according to my own assumptions.
Closed Book At... [1:07 AM]
Monday, February 22, 2010
I’m so thankful. =)
At least I still feel the love and concern which means so much to me, always. For you all, I will pick everything up again, stronger than before. Love it like before, if not more.
I will do my best from now on and nothing less. Enjoy every moment of it even though there’re oughta be unhappy discussions, weariness, and high tension at times. But this is what makes it even stronger and better. I have confidence that everything will turn out great. I just know it, cos’ this is the best I could ever ask for.
Thank you.
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Yesterday’s audition was an eye-opener. It was really... just wow! Haha. Fun though, and I’m so glad for the people in my audition group, just makes me feel so much better, more secure and less nervous. Forgot some steps but all still seems fine I guess. =)
And I’m so blur I forgot the submission of documents! Don’t wanna lose a chance cos’ of my absentmindedness. Cross my fingers that it’s still possible.
Sighs. And rine is also leaving real soon, for an even longer time. =(
Closed Book At... [11:32 AM]
Saturday, February 20, 2010
cny has been pretty empty this year.
a reunion dinner the day before, insisted by my uncle. if not, we wouldn't have been there due to my late grandpa.
uncle's dog, cuteeeee and tame!
ok some love to naughty toffee too, getting comfy on the table beside the computer and seemingly enjoying! it was supposed to be a punishment since he was being so noisy (but apparently, failed)!
other than that, cny was spent at home all day with headaches as companion. only received my first and only red packet last thurs. and it was from... my boss. just a nice gesture to start the year i guess.
and there was sam's birthday blast a while back too! the night before my company's event. 1st night of drinks.
nothing much, just danced abit and had to leave early. but i knew she still had an awesome night. i know they hopped somewhere else with great view. ;) sometime soon again!
the theme of the night almost nobody followed.
sam looking great!
work's been busy but i'm getting fine with it so yeappp, still seems all right.
random. NEEEEEEEWWW fragrance. previous one used up in almost exactly a year, one i really loved.
149 for this! but... thanks to the christmas vouchers from my company, it's FREE! =) how lovely.
and i've been thinking. yep, although i fall sick so very often, i can be independent. i know i'll do just fine being alone, and i will prove it.
Closed Book At... [8:32 PM]
Friday, February 12, 2010
Two nights ago was so vague, with fuzzy flashbacks.
All I know is… I woke with swollen eyes the next morning.
Don’t look back. Don’t look for a person who doesn’t exist now.
Yes, people judge you. But I’m not one of them. I’ve never been.
This person now judges and assumes before knowing facts. And sadly, this person is now judging me.
Judgmental statement: I spent that day out of remorse.
Fact: It wasn’t out of remorse, but simply a strong feeling from my heart and I wanted to.
Guess you couldn’t be bothered to listen or believe.
And it’s not according to you to tell me whether something is worth it or not. Don’t speak as though you know every single thing, understand every single feeling/emotion. At least, don’t answer for me cos’ you don’t really know.
There’s no need to explain certain things. No matter what I say, even if it means the true reasons/feelings behind everything, this person now just doesn’t feel, care, understand and never believes anymore.
Why?
This person now only perceives issues from own beliefs and assumptions. It’s cognitive dissonance - thinking what the truth is but in fact, isn’t.
There’s a reason why I don’t drink koi anymore.
New memories, please come by to ease the pain.
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Two nights of drinks. I guess I feel numb. =) Just like how anesthetics work.
Company event night! Some idol contest.
hbo idol contest. a bunch of really nice people.
before the contest commencement.
drinks in hand. must got seh. =p (a bullshit theory my manager recently taught me)
my yellow team. surprisingly, they were quite a good sport.
bak gua. almost gone. the guys were really nice, they kept asking about me every few minutes and insisted someone send me home, to make sure i was safe. but i rejected their kindness.
i merlioned when i reached home. but somehow i just didn't feel anything anymore. =)
Closed Book At... [11:08 AM]
Monday, February 08, 2010
Vivid memories, accompanied by slowly fragmenting objects of the past. A significant sign, undeniable.
I love my bomberman shirt. And the company in process of the thoughtful selection made it more lovable.
=)
Considering black patent dolly ballet heels.
Old injury's hurting so much that it's even hard to walk at times. =(
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