[[epilogue... not.]]

been unwell lately. bad headaches, cramps and so much heat in my body. boo to big big ulcer.

bus journey to work this morning was an ordeal. the bus was packed and i hardly had a standing space. then the cramps suddenly came. felt so faint and nearly threw up.

now i'm safely at work resting, with a hot tea! =)

feeling sick just makes me feel like staying home these days. can't believe i spent my recent weekend at home. been having huge vitamin pills lately too. i'm glad i'm pretty good at swallowing since i'm used to downing pills. but keep forgetting to eat them at times. hope it really helps.

studies... it's a problem. now i'm at a lost. i don't wanna think about it but i have to.

this year certainly passed too fast. it just seemed a short while ago that i celebrated my un-fabulous 21st.

many many things seem to be weighing on me but i just can't really figure them out in bits and pieces. majorly should be my trip being denied, studies, some performance and my hair dropping issue!

hmm. just don't think about some things. or... everything.

how i wish i could travel soon. i wanna go aussie and london... for a relaxing TRIP, not anything else! maybe taiwan or japan too. ok, london can be a long-term plan since it's gonna cost a bomb.

dt and rine coming back soon. i am soooo EGGcited to have a full pee photo and a bigger BIG TABOO/BENDY BOB gang. =) (somehow i just keep associating big taboo with purple, or issit just cos' it's my favourite colour!)

rine, i shall go with you when you go back!! and i will attempt to smuggle the huggly koala bears home.
(9p is full of ba dao chongs, we recently commented. but i guess mainly only 3 or 4 are! and i know i'm one of them, inclusive of the 2 overseas pees. haha.)

i miss you.

Closed Book At... [11:06 AM]

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