[[nothing left]]
of course, some people are just selfish. it's all about themselves isn't it?
maybe they changed to be? it could be others who made them become this way but in the end the person who didn't end up receiving all the selfish acts and thoughts.
i'm used to it. and now i choose not to care anymore. it's all proven through many things over a long period of time. i guess this is when one's been hurt too much, they finally become clear-minded.
selfish. the lies. unfeeling. nonchalence.
it's ok, i've accepted that a while ago.
though you took away my pain, you returned it doubled over a longer period of time. that, i can only blame myself for taking so long cos' you simply meant too much.
truly, i've always wanted us to be so close like before again. but i've learnt, through various issues, your reactions/responses depict clearly who you are now. i know, and i will never try or ever wish that you become the selfless person you were ages ago. as long as you're happy now, it really doesn't matter.
friends are very important to me. but i think i don't need unfeeling friends who don't appreciate and only care about themselves. i just know... i have done more than enough. as a friend, a close friend. i really tried my best, all for you silently.
i will only treasure the people who treasure me. and show that they really do.
thought through hard and well. your words/actions, the situations you left me in the lurch, flashed by my mind so quickly. it still hurts every single time it crosses my mind. but subsequently, everything became clear.
even after everything done, after yesterday, my sincere wishes still brought about negative feelings. haha it's really ridiculous. if you had pondered objectively over what i said, you'd know what i meant.
no matter what, i'm still glad that i've done the last thing, which didn't exactly end up too well. but i'm happy enough cos' that's what i really wanted to do.. for you.
no more saying anything, any feelings. no more. be it my problems or even concern for you. not anymore. i don't wanna be seen as someone who's deterring your happiness. cos' i'll never be such a person.
now i'm sure i don't need you in my life anymore. it's me who choose to get out of your life. and yes, no worries. i will definitely move on to the next chapter. it took too long. and i was a fool all along.
not anymore now.
till now, you might not know what went wrong, but maybe someday you would.
it's the end. i choose to say goodbye. still, i'll always remember the good things. thanks for making my best memories in life. =)
shall go look for dg with yummylicious bread later! poor girl. =(
genting pics soooooon!!
and... i hope my appeal gets through.
Closed Book At... [3:23 PM]
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