[[when i start to mean nothing, i try to make my life more meaningful.]]

I wanna do more meaningful things with my life all of a sudden, to enrich myself. Or maybe... to occupy myself.

Who cares? Nonetheless, it’s for the better. A perfect getaway from any unhappiness.

Dance. Improve. Go for more classes, even thinking of taking up ballet classes. At this age… Hmm… But nothing’s impossible.

Take up a third language. Learning online for now.

Save money. But according to my monthly goal and the expenses breakdown chart I just drafted, it’s really very tough.

Probably dressmaking? Just a sudden thought that recently struck me.

Time constraints though. Work’s taking up the bulk of my time, and energy. Really draining. But it’s all for the money.

Without work and money, I can’t save. With work, I have no time for other stuff. Everything contradicts huh. But it’s an essential, I know.

And I’m not complaining, just thinking. Don’t really have much time before I’m off to study next year. Will always try my best.

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My office has a sweet thief. Yeah, an interesting thief with a sweet tooth. My jar of ‘sticky’ sweets had 1/3 of it missing after I came back on a Monday (esp. the lime rock da ling bought me). That was the first time I noticed, like 3 weeks ago?

Still seems to be diminishing over the weeks. Lime rock’s all gone now, when I don’t even remember eating the last one. The rainbow ones seem unpopular.

The ‘thefts’ must have happened after I leave on Fridays or during the weekends. But I’m glad my ‘protectors’ of sweets - family of mr and ms smiley didn’t go missing.

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Random outburst.

I don’t think one should bother so much about what others think. Ultimately, people who really know you will stand by you, and truly understand the sort of person you are. Whereas when others form judgements so easily based on what they see/think, why would you even bother? Doesn’t this just show that they don’t even know you, and don’t really care?

Search deep within, and you’ll find an answer.

Closed Book At... [4:46 PM]

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