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searching for costumes is such a... bummer. so tiring. haha. cos there's something specific u wanna find and it's just frustrating when u can't seem to see any.. (plus the fact that in your subconscious memory u seem to have seen them vastly around sometime ago!)
still have some loose ends to tidy up! so needa shop again, with my extremely huge bag. my 'hundred treasure bag'. haha bai bao dai. super heavy!
and costume woes! wearing a corset this time. ahhhh. just hope everyone closes their eyes when i wear it! =( haha. cos' i don't look nice at all!
ahhh.. and i'm afraid i'm falling sick. was caught in the rain today. had a bad headache on my way back. bad. and my feet isn't in good condition at all. when i jumped today, the other leg which isn't injured felt a terrible acute pain. and my injured leg, not to mention, hurts all the time. ahha. just seriously hope everything's fine. =)
dreams coming up this fri... so fast! looking forward to it! but... this time, most prob no one's coming to watch. =( but no matter what, i will always do my ultimate best! =) *big smile*
and on a random note, i guess.. when someone doesn't give you an answer after such a long time, that... should be the answer itself. sometimes i just refuse to admit. there are always so many 'maybes' in mind, which seemingly makes me feel better, but factually doesn't. it's just confusing. =( till now, i'm still a person who doesn't really know my own feelings.
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