[[disappearance act]]

finally... clubbed with beloved dance babes last wed! juang, nicole, meiqi, sam and kat. hahaa it was super fun! we conquered the whole podium. lol. and they were quite amused and shocked by me. dunno why. kept saying i was dancing in my own world. no ok. i danced with them! =p just a bit high and over the top. haha.

and we were all pretty high since we had so many jugs and tried to finish so fast so we could dance. it was after a while that i felt reeeaallll hot. then.. only realised i was dizzy in the restroom. haha.

after everything we sat at the swings outside and started taking pics. alotta funny things happened. and some really highly confidential unglam shots of me! =(

cca awards performance!! fun time going crazy, singing songs, and creating new high fashion trends. lol. happy us.


craze.


sneak up on me!


our new fashion trend. high waist bball shorts!


dolly time! love the cabinet. high fashion.

now busy with upcoming danceeee. very very tiring. ahhaaa esp sam's reggae. it's crazy... and tough. i hope it is do-able if i practise more, but possibly die-able. haha! it's like using my milk strength to dance. HAHAHA. chinese translation. after the whole dance, it's really PLOP. =P

the rest of the dances are fun! character, opening, girl's hip hopppp! =) will train hard. esp my body contract isolation. haha. thanks clonie! =P upcoming performancee soon! stuffs to look forward to. yeps. and currently looking for a part time job first to earn some extra cash since i'm still busy with dance. after everything's over then i'll go get real work. =)

that's all... fun and laughter. happy. but beneath this surface layer there's always this major significant part that's blocking out the genuine happiness.

i've used all my remaining courage and strength. really no more left. done all my best. i can't anymore. sorry darling, i give up.

Closed Book At... [12:15 AM]

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