Wednesday, March 19, 2008
concert's over.. to me, things went quite smoothly and it was a blast! but suddenly it comes harsh on me that trainings were times that mean so much. how everyone worked so hard together, piecing every little detail to the final big show. really wanna say a big big thanks to everyone, esp. jean darlin. it's been so tough on her, putting in so much effort to ensure nothing goes wrong.
thanks to special people who cared for me and made times so enjoyable... foong, jean, pris, weiqiang, sam, loren, nicole... lotsa love! and of cos', gin and ryan for putting up with us all the time, and never giving anyone of us up. this concert made me admire and appreciate them so much more. love them loads! =) also, thanks to everyone who played a part in making this show a success.
am missing those times real bad.. on the last day of concert, the emotions hit me real hard. the sadness made my heart sink, and it was the day i cried so much after a concert ended. never before.. perhaps cos' it's my last year.. i'm so afraid things will change.
yes, people tell me it's for sure. and sometimes you just can't keep holding on... gotta learn to let go. but is it gonna be easy, after we've created these memories together? and thanks to beloved clonie for the big hug which i needed...
i refuse to let go of these people and the times we had. will keep holding on till the day i really can't... i hope i can cos' i want to, badly.
i've learnt alot this whole time, training with everyone. i wanna dance. more more and more. despite the tiring trainings, they add on to the significant memories, esp. senior's trainings at osch till late.. those times were draining, but fun. everyone looked so lethargic. but i bet no one would mind going through the same thing again. at least i wouldn't. =)
lovely clonie who's always there for me.
loving bagnagnas together! haha.
i love pris!! =)
kissie kissie. showing our love!
breakers say HAHHH!
lol. miss perky butt.
the mannequins. haha.
my desired mr stylist.
mr power siaaaaa! haha.
the guys!
yes, they were good times. but... in one aspect it didn't turn out so well. i'm sorry if it's cos' of these trainings that you feel we've drifted apart and i treat you as someone who don't exist.
it's not true though.. i do not feel this way. but i know that to you, the trainings have caused a gap in our relationship cos' of us not really communicating. i'm sorry for making you feel this way, but i didn't mean it.. and i'm afraid the feelings are slanting. confused. guess it's good that you went for a holiday.. for you to have some time alone with your friends, and most importantly, away from me too. i'm sorry if i ever made you tired. just really hope you enjoy yourself without me around...
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