[[lovely little things]]
a state of confusion, insecurity, uncertainty. just messed up.
i'm afraid about... so many things. am i on the right track? happiness isn't far, as long as you rule out all other unhappy areas. so is that actually far?
maybe i should seek solace in lovely little things.
i appreciate happy happy friends who are worried about me. thanks so much. i simply love my friends. simple... unsophisticated, and true. we've been through years and years of friendship. but never encountered people or happenings that are majorly nerve-wrecking.
is that what keeps our sanity? is that what makes us such happy and innocent people? does that mean we haven't grown? i really wonder... do happenings increase the complexity of a person? i guess the bottomline is... i'm really lucky to have met them, drifting by a considerably smooth-sailing happy teenage hood.
treasure the other lovely little thing, which are times i get to dance... i know i'm not really to the standard, but... just love the stage performances, opportunities simply for me to enjoy. that's primary. and secondary, these lovely little things keep my mind off negative major things. at least for a bit.
i've always been pondering... why? never at a point of time, you feel that you are enjoying the moment so much, or treasure it alot that it'll be etched in your memories for life. always the aftermath that makes me realise the significance and importance of those cherished moments.
it applies for the above lovely little things... enjoyable times never seem so perfect, till they're over. why do we look back after everything is over? or am i the only one?
have i taken happiness for granted?
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