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sudden reminiscence, flashbacks of the past. actually, it isn't that long ago after all. collective memories. like fragmented pieces, slowly collating, making up a story. yep, a story of the past.

now, it's another chapter, another level. but i feel like this book of mine is being flipped backwards. really deteriorating... but...

will try not to muse over losses. instead, continue to strive hard and push myself. will do well. erm, nope. must. do. well. i'll not crumble like a banana crumble! haha, random, but point taken ya... =)

or rather, i'll just try... cos' nothing is guaranteed. things can actually deviate so much from your own expectations, own predictions. how erratic.

recently, i've been consciously eating alot. stress? i wonder. haha.. maybe. and subconsciously, i'm eating more chocolates than usual! ya... need control! i will not let stress and unhappiness take over me. resistance ya! =D

on a serious, not-really-random note, i love my darlins. and darlin... A LOT. =)

Closed Book At... [11:53 AM]

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