[[gut feeling]]

come to think of it, i've never been lucky in my life... till now that is. my parents' luck went downhill ever since i was born, which is a fact. in simple terms.. i brought them bad luck. everything was fine when they had sis. they were wealthy enough to buy her almost any kind of plush toy she wanted. but i didn't have that priviledge, cos' we weren't well off after i was brought into this world.

nono.. not something i'm depressed over. just triggered my thoughts after today's unluckiness, inclusive of a 1 and a half hour wait for a cab. but seriously, my parents are really great! appreciate everything.. love! =)

mum's so cute. she bought me a tweety cushion a while ago, and a plush dog for herself. dad bought this 'spaceship' pillow for me, which he said was initially a hundred bucks. he actually believed! but so adorable eh. haha, the texture of the pillow is just like dough.. u can sorta 'shape' it. cute, i know. and dear mum constantly worries about me not having enough money so she always gives me money, even though i insist on not accepting.. guilty guilty. cos' i've been spending quite a lot recently.

i'm actually in awe. i would refrain from buying certain necessities like a needed pair of shoes for hiphop, pants, camera pouch. but instead, buy some other stuff. (SOS... please somebody help me..)

it's a kind of total madness that even i can't understand.

been having sleepless nights recently. 3am... 4am... 6am... but i still couldn't fall asleep! then, time to wake at 7am. yest was one of the nights. and i wonder why... =( really hope this doesn't continue. lun says i'm an insomniac.

tomorrow's photo taking session for hiphop concert! the pics will be in the concert booklet! how cool and exciting right.. haa.

on a random note, i'm pretty addicted to this particular hot and spicy tao kae noi seaweed which sadly, is expensive! but tasty.. and so irresistable. lip smacking good! go grab some at stores now! those who haven't tried, you don't know what you're missing out on man...

Closed Book At... [10:56 PM]

_____________